Miles Birthday

24/02/09 Happy Birthday dear Son M. I sent you a card which should have arrived with you today M, I sent one to your Grandma as well in case you did not get it at home. I miss you so much I can not tell you. It is truly a crime that you are being kept from me and knowing me, but I guess you will find it all out in time. As for me it is important that you eventually know the truth, know how much Daddy tried to keep things normal and to keep you in my life and me in yours. You are missing out on so much it will take a lot of catching up. Never think that I have given up on you and R - I never did, quite the opposite, I fought hard for you and M, but it was not to be. You see I had to fight a system that at this time does not make much provision for dads. All I can hope is that you never go through the same, and that if you do by then things will have changed. I have yours and R's photo with me always - close to my heart. I know now where you live (as I need to) and if ever the need arises I can be there for you. Every day I hope and pray that you will, when the time has come, look me up. All the time I strive to make it easy for you and R to do this.
I do so much hope you have a wonderful birthday and spare a moment to think of your Daddy who loves you so much. Happy Birthday M. I love you.